»Who ever said that music is ‘just’ music? To me, it is anything but that: an urge to understand and explain it all. A piece of jewelry I wear every single day. A joy that can, at times, run deep. An ever-changing imprint of millions of stitches in my heart. A longing to disappear.«
Henrik Marstal is a musician, author, and music researcher. He holds a PhD in musicology, is a senior lecturer at the Rhythmic Music Conservatory, and frequently appears in the media as an expert source on music. His areas of interest include contemporary music, such as electronic music. This winter, he will release both a new album with the pop group ibens and a book about Else Marie Pade, published by the British publishing house Bloomsbury.
Ambient som tragedie
Musik er i sin essens en form for historiefortælling, og sjældent er baghistorien for et værk vigtigere, end den er for William Basinskis famøse albumrække The Disintegration Loops. Derfor var det da også med en vis overraskelse, at jeg kunne konstatere, at David Wexlers dokumentar i virkeligheden ikke handlede synderligt meget om musikken, men snarere om musikeren bag.
I realiteten er filmen et gennemgribende menneskeligt portræt af en af de mest mytiske figurer inden for ambientmusikken. En personlig fortælling om at være søn af en Nasa-videnskabsmand, den mærkelige dreng i skolen, homoseksuel, om at flytte til New York med kæresten, ægte bohemetilværelse. Nu sidder han der, Billy Basinski, foran computeren i hjemmet og lader sig interviewe i intet andet end et par underbukser.
Dokumentaren er dog også i høj grad centreret omkring tragedie. Terrorangrebet på World Trade Centers tvillingetårne for næsten 20 år siden. Den igangværende coronapandemi. Dækbilleder fra et nedlukket New York, interviews via videoopkald afbrudt af dårlige internetforbindelser. Der er noget sørgeligt poetisk over det faktum, at Basinski og hans musik igen kædes sammen med katastrofe.
Men filmens grundstemning er trodsigt opløftende. Basinski er et ovenud charmerende væsen, og begejstringen for selve musikken skinner stærkt igennem. The Disintegration Loops er et skoleeksempel på, hvordan vi som mennesker finder mening i tragedien gennem kunsten, og dokumentaren er en kærkommen påmindelse.
»For me, music is at its best when it appeals to both the head and the heart. I love music that plays with language and understands how words create images, while also possessing its own unique sonic quality and mood. It’s an added bonus if the music energizes me during a run, makes me dance in the kitchen, or makes me laugh. Or cry. Music can be like a chocolate-coated marshmallow treat with a surprise inside.«
Lone Hørslev is an author of poetry, novels, and song lyrics, as well as the TV series Den gode stemning. Together with Mads Mouritz, she forms one half of the Mouritz/Hørslev Project, and she recently wrote lyrics for the musical theatre production STOLT in collaboration with Katrine Muff. The songs can be found on the album Jeg ønsker mig.